yes it has been awhile since i have posted.
yes no one reads this.
in seattle, halfways done recording the album. it's turning out better than i could have expected. chris is really taking the producing reigns to a level we've never seen and casey is the engineering mastermind behind it. i'm excited.
although it makes some things harder and other things easier.
my homework is still finding its way to not getting done...it wasn't getting done when i had nothing to distract myself with, imagine it in this setting. my poor homework.
i find myself back in a phase of my life filled with stomach aches, confusion, bits of anger, and just the overall feeling of being bummed.
a day hasn't gone by in the past month where i wasn't thinking about the same things i've already been thinking about. my mind is plagued.
i can't bounce this beat.
i can't kick this rut.
it's a sad time for happiness.
i feel like i'm constantly being pulled back to square one no matter how far i am progressing at some points. a past i can't escape. frustration sets in.
when does the teen nick end and the adult one begin? can someone tell me?
*sigh*
can music even save a retch like me? i suppose so.
not sure what moves to make anymore.
guess i should start making ones i feel that i do know. what do i even know though?
i dunno, bro.
this stomach ache won't leave. i guess it's befitting.
i've lost the ability to enjoy the ride because i'm worried about it's inner workings.
i'm finding myself enjoying less things more and more.
but i'm still in love.
<3
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