1.02.2009

my face is killing me

my face hurts. it's 3:29 a.m. and i'm still not asleep.
i can not get to sleep lately. this will be the earliest i go to sleep all week.
it's a bit weird. at least the fresh prince is still up.
back from tour. not working. not doing much of anything.
had a great new years with my girl. 
been working on album numero dos for dr. manhattan.
(off-topic sidenote: "shake it" is THE worst song ever, hands down.)
can't really get a grip on my future still, which is upsetting.
one minute i'm a teacher, the next i'm writing or editing films.
losing my ability to enjoy now - too worried about later.
if ever that wasn't an issue...
no one is forcing me to do anything - a gift and a curse.
i need a kick square on my ass. 
fresh prince is tackling racial issues...what has this world come to?
i feel a cold sore coming on...
sick and tired.
shut down.

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